Hey All… I have something to say

It is of a heavy heart that I hereby officially announce that my blog, from this point on, will be inactive.

When will I come back? Idk, maybe never.

Life finally stabilised at some point for about a month or so, until shit hits the fan again. I cannot have eternal peace in my life, and I don’t want my real life to affect the quality of my posts and also affect you.

2016 was incredibly rocky, but I made it through. 2017 played a few games with me, but this time round, enough is enough, I have decided to give in. Life will get better eventually, yeah that’s true, but it only last for a few weeks for me. Its like mining for diamonds in a mine. My life is like an endless shonen manga with unlimited arcs and a possible bad ending.

I always have been a negative person. Anyone who knows me long enough know that I’m a pessimistic person by nature, due to horrible past. And I always put myself to blame for everything, either direct, indirect or not involved at all. I’m a nutcase.

So yeah, I feel like my life has affected me enough that I don’t think I can write stuff anymore.

I will not shut down the blog, for maybe a possible comeback or for archiving or even for future readers who wants to read it.

The 3 years of blogging was fun, meeting new people, writing stuff from the heart, I really appreciate that, I really do. I just don’t want you guys to be involved with my shitstormy life.

I guess this is goodbye? Don’t miss me, because I’m not worth missing.


6 responses to “Hey All… I have something to say

  1. There must be a lot on your mind for you to decide that you can’t focus your energy toward blogging anymore at the moment. If that’s what you feel like you need to do it’s hard for anyone who’s not in your position to try to tell you otherwise. Still, despite your claiming to be a very negative person I think you’re being too hard on yourself. There were plenty of people here that enjoyed your blog, and I’m sure they will miss you.

    If you’re going through some serious troubles, I hope there is someone you feel comfortable reaching out to: A parent, a friend, or even a therapist. I don’t know the extent of what you’re feeling (though I’m willing to listen) but I wouldn’t recommend dealing with things alone.

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  2. As sad as this is to hear, it’s okay. You need to focus on you. Don’t worry about us. Of course, I hope this isn’t goodbye forever and don’t put yourself as someone who isn’t worth missing because you will be missed. Again, though, do what you need to do. Just remember that you’ve got a lot of support here. If you ever need a chat, about absolutely anything, I’ll be around. Don’t forget: things will get better. ^-^

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  3. Wow, first off, I am not going to judge, because honestly I don’t know what’s going on in your life to make you feel this way.
    But being a guy that has had a pretty low selfworth just about all his life, can only say that that I have been through a lot of crap myself. Eventually though, I started living in a way that I pretty much thought to myself: “I am who I am, and if people don’t like me, that is their loss”. When you say things like what you are saying at the end: ” Don’t miss me, because I’m not worth missing”, you know that is not true. I have been following your blog for a while now, and I always enjoyed reading your blog. Your posts are great, if they weren’t or nobody would bother reading them, you would not have this many people following you. You are not a nutcase: not by a long shot. Life can sometimes really, really suck. I won’t deny that for one bit. I’m currently supporting a very good friend of mine that is going through a depression. I have been doing that for almost a year now. It has it’s ups and downs. The hardest parts are giving support when she is in a bad or somber mood, and at times lashes out at me. It makes me feel sad, and there ate days when it really affects me too. Today is one of those days.
    And then I came across this post. And I just had to give you some words of support. All I can say is that real life catches up with you at times. It sucks, but it’s not a reason to stop writing alltogether. Sometimes it’s just good to take a break. But you know what? There are some great people out here on WordPress. Who can really be supportive in a lot of ways. It sometimes helps writing about other stuff. It doesn’t work every day, and sure there are days when you might not have any energy at all, but it can help occasionally. And then there are also people here that simply enjoy talking and trading thoughts about similar interests. So….that helps too.
    But please, do not think of yourself as someone who isn’t worth missing. Deep down inside you might even know that’s not true 😊 I wish you all the best….and I do really hope this isn’t goodbye. I hope things will turn better for you soon in some way: hang in there and please take care and talk to people. Nobody has to go through things alone…that’s what friends, real friends are for 😊

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  4. That is very sad to hear. You will be missed good sir, along with your enjoyable caps lock replies. I hope whatever happens in real life will slowly be resolved. Do not give up dood. I may not be able to do much but know that you have my support

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